Words

Lost in Life / The Demo

1. Desperation

lyrics by Ragnaar
translation by Scald

I stand before the fall
I feel
the days are floating past
not even stirring
the threads of memory
of mine.
The madness is the weal of life, I understand.
I live for I set free thyself from mind
I raise my hands
I spread my wings
For my last flight from the rock of all doomed.
The age has come to end but I still live
For I am nought.
Thy name is lost in darkness
where only shadows may read it on the gates of time.
The sand of life streams through my fingers
My cry could have broken the yarn of heaven
But words untold smother my breath.
I can do nothing I laugh to death...

2. Hopelessness

lyrics by Ragnaar
translation by Daria Melnikova 

In the dark
Among the luminous stones
You'll drink poison of loneliness
unwillingly...

In solitude
By observing, how your body expires in hope
You'll beg for forgiveness
But this not will happen.

In the silence
That more frightening than the screams of madmen
Someone says to you:
"Never ..."

The World of Retribution

1. Desperation

lyrics by Ragnaar
translation by Scald

I stand before the fall
I feel
the days are floating past
not even stirring
the threads of memory
of mine.
The madness is the weal of life, I understand.
I live for I set free thyself from mind
I raise my hands
I spread my wings
For my last flight from the rock of all doomed.
The age has come to end but I still live
For I am nought.
Thy name is lost in darkness
where only shadows may read it on the gates of time.
The sand of life streams through my fingers
My cry could have broken the yarn of heaven
But words untold smother my breath.
I can do nothing I laugh to death...

2. Ritalin 

lyrics by Astaroth
translation by Daria Kolosova

illusion of happiness is so unbearably beautiful
but short-lived...
particles of joy inside me
fall so quickly...
they fill my blood, making me better,
but not for long...
voices of angels pleasant tickle the brain,
but it will be over soon...
air flows from flapping their wings caress the skin,
but this is not always...
Why?

reproach in your eyes burned my back
but now it does not matter
Who are you to judge me?
you can not look into his soul, but delve into my

huge world will reduced to the size of the pupil
and will return to the previous...
trembling will leave
All will become clear
but to go back there?
Never!!

angel
He is here again... with me...
and no one else...
and do not need anyone
nice weight in the hand.
my laughter
angel kisses my temple
by nine grams kiss

3. Regret

lyrics by Ragnaar
translation by Daria Kolosova

threads of the past are woven into the net,
catch, strangle you
and don't allow to forget

spoken words can not be changed.
they like burns from acid
you are forever marked

you can't run anywhere
you're your own hangman
you burn yourself

but you'll never die?
'cause you've already dead
and you'll burn eternally in fire of sorrow

asking
begging
weeping
scriming
about forgiveness

4. Fatality

lyrics by Daria Kolosova

Here
In greyness of empty walls
and cold of laid-back faces
is nothing apart from pieces of the past
they pierce through my mind

I am stuck
I've lost my way
Now I wander through the maze
of eternal wanderings
into oblivion.

I'm doomed.
I am stuck beyond the silence
in these twilight second has no end.
how long can i endure walking in circles
without sip of harmful air

Nothing can change.
The mechanism has already started.
Collapse is under lock and key,
where is no sounds, in my own world,
which is called Fatality.

I am an eternal inhabitant of this space,
that's why i'm doomed

5. Desolation

lyrics by Astaroth
translation by Daria Melnikova 

You hugs the cold stones.
Choking in flashes of bright light,
And breathe in the freshness of an endless night ...

And you kiss legs unconcerned god
And pleads for the salvation of the mirror,
And clinging to the edge of the allotted time for you ...

Night looks at me through the window.
Night covers me with the coverlet of the silence .
Night feeds me with loneliness.
Night cuts me with the scalpel of despair.
And I close my eyes …
And I feel desolation…

You are serving a sentence in prison of rain
And drop a tears on heavy backs bent ,
And you can see, the blossoming flower of quiet pain ...

Drops of blood stain the sleeve.
This is the last chords on the strings of silence.
Line of sounds converge at one point ...

6. The End

lyrics by Ragnaar
translation by Daria Kolosova

Days are so hard
The severity of the sky is on my shoulders
I could barely move my legs
People's faces like masks
They look at me
And I know they don't care
I know I'm hopeless

but at the end
I 'll leave this sorrow place
I'm so pleased
I'll not remember it anymore

I'm sick of this world
It circulates in my veins
It poisons my dreams
I know I am incurable
I'm tired and i want nothing more
One consolation - the end, its so close

at the end
I leave this sorrow place
I'm so hurt
That no one will remember me

7. Loneliness 

instrumental 

8. Lie 

lyrics by Ragnaar

sometimes I think that people alive
sometimes I think that there is hope

lie!
lie! I'm lying to myself every day

lie!
lie! I'm lying to myself to live In this world...

life in lie
life is lie
and only one simple way to escape...

Posthumanism 

1. Black Air

lyrics by Chad Snowden

 

Magnificent malfeasance
True to the word
Dragging guilt in a sense
Unwarranted innocence

An absence of stars
A pretense unfolding
Dystopia thusfar
To have and beholding

Lasting impressions
Glaring insignificance
Adrift in chaos, stife's abundance
Masking temptation
Harrowing circumstance
Asleep, at a loss
Of morbid coincidence

It stalks the ground, leaves it's mark
Holding on to everything but my own heart

Destitute
A circling despair
Scratching the surface
Gasping for air

Unsettling settlement!

2. Mathematics

lyrics by Astaroth
translation by Emily Smaragdina

Who knows the binary pain?
Who can solve the equation of tears?

Over the existence plane
From the creation point to the point of death
Moving along the life curve
With the speed of time
Unable deviate from the course

Who knows the binary pain?
Who can solve the equation of tears?

Adding and subtracting
Multiplying and dividing
From the unknown to the unknown
The greed vector leads us
Humanity and faith tend to zero

Who knows the binary pain?
Who can solve the equation of tears?

 

3. You're no More

lyrics by Ragnaar

time was lost
and now you will be afraid
life was spent in
trying to change yourself

the pain has never been stronger
the first step is always hard
but the pain will last no longer
than you agree to accept it

by cutting your flesh
you strive to be prettier
by changing your sense
you strive feel yourself alive

It seems to get
It seems to get it right
It seems to get but
something is wrong
wrong!
                
Shall you be a human, if you lose your face?
Shall you be a human, if you lose your faith?
Will your world be such as it is?
Shall you be a human if you lose yourself?

the pain has never been stronger
the first step is always hard
but the pain will last no longer
than you agree to accept it

Who is reflected in your mirror?
Do you remember who you are?
Too late to fear, too late to deny
you are, but you're no more

4. Providence

lyrics by Chad Snowden

 

the soul determines the movement
the animal, the spirit, the body
being merely a conscious substance
and to each a carbon copy

faded impulse of destruction
in bile, in sweat, in tears
the moving nature and shape
and sounds that bleed the years

immaterial burdon
exoskeletal sores
void immersion in the eternal
existence infernal

helplessly falling away
the tenants once embraced
cradled fascination
a cryptic sedation

inflicted the change
a murder of habit
self-estranged
forcing outward again
a lurker of stars
self-restrained

behold the wretched abandon
be still the heart attacked
becoming the plague beside him
the one who holds us back